致您

如果你真的关心身边的人，拜托你，请你脚踏实地。
不要再作无聊的梦了。钱不是世上最重要的东西。
你根本都不了解，她为了你吃了多少苦。

我不能恨你，因为我知道神不允许我恨你。
我会尽我的责任，我希望你也会。
我非常不理解你对疼爱的定义。非常不明白。

你知道吗？他们都已经不懂得如何尊重你了。
我会学着怎么尊重你。你会帮我尊重你吗？
她说我们不需要你，没有你，我们还是可以好好的过。
这是多么可悲的事。

Holidays

Holidays are here. It's so easy for me to waste my time and do nothing constructive. Pray that I will be able to spend my time wisely, AVOID SLACKING AT ALL COST!! I have decided to do some reading during this holidays hoping that my chinese would improve a bit. Start reading!!

I have received my posting for my five weeks teaching assistantship this July. I should be reporting to the school in June. Pray that I would be able to adapt well to the new environment and at the same time, learn new things about teaching and managing the class. It has been quite a while since I last taught chinese in class, pray that I would be able to get into the momentum of preparing for lesson and teaching the students once the assistantship starts.

Labrador park is really nice. I enjoyed the trip to the park last saturday.
Burnt lips.. (again..)
Marveled at God's creation.. (the sun, the clouds, the sea, the breeze..)
Drops of sea water on my face, legs, shoes.. (it was high tide..)
Heart almost stopped/dropped out.. (weak heart..)

四月二十五日

在那瞬间，我的心，差点停止跳动。

不管问多少次，答案还是会一样。
因为答案只有一个，只有一个。

Exams are over..

just a little bit more.. it will soon be over.. persevere liqun, persevere..

learn to trust God, don't worry, God will bring you to where He wants you to be..

Dear God, thank you for gracious friends.. ; )

the heart

The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure (desperately sick/wicked). Who can understand it?

"I the LORD search the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve."

~Jer 17:9-10

I should be sleeping now. SHOULD be..

这个星期过得又慢又快。
慢：考试真的很难熬
快：没时间复习

睡觉咯。。

One last paper

One last paper next week.. killer paper.. i'm supposed to finish reading the 250pages notes and memorise the points. Pray for my brain.. argh..

just 2 more weeks..

Writing exam, Literature exam, YZ activity, Teengames (Pool).

Dear God, please help me to survive these 2 weeks..

Grant me understanding and help me with my revision, you know i'm not very fast. I started revision since chicken pox season!! (this is really very slow..) Not much time left..

Grant me creativity for the YZ activity (hmm it rhymes). I'm running out of ideas. NO TIME!! :S

Grant me the energy i need. I have Teengames (Pool) after exams and it's at night.. i wonder how long will they take to play a game. I heard the last time they ended at 1am?? I can't pray for my team will lose right?? :SSS

Just 2 more weeks.. 加油！

literature + history = sleepless nights

when you put literature and history together.. sleepless nights.

当你把文学和历史放在一起，你就不用睡觉啦。

Easter food for thoughts

 

the power of the cross

The Power Of The Cross - Kristyn Getty

Oh, to see the dawn
Of the darkest day:
Christ on the road to Calvary.
Tried by sinful men,
Torn and beaten, then
Nailed to a cross of wood.

CHORUS:
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Christ became sin for us;
Took the blame, bore the wrath—
We stand forgiven at the cross.

Oh, to see the pain
Written on Your face,
Bearing the awesome weight of sin.
Ev'ry bitter thought,
Ev'ry evil deed
Crowning Your bloodstained brow.

Now the daylight flees;
Now the ground beneath
Quakes as its Maker bows His head.
Curtain torn in two,
Dead are raised to life;
"Finished!" the vict'ry cry.

Oh, to see my name
Written in the wounds,
For through Your suffering I am free.
Death is crushed to death;
Life is mine to live,
Won through Your selfless love.

FINAL CHORUS:
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Son of God—slain for us.
What a love! What a cost!
We stand forgiven at the cross.

argh

er.. i should have been awake for the passed few hours.. doing my work.
but i wasnt.. shouldnt have walked to the bed.. *slap me*

ok, great.. now my brain is blocked..

无助

And can it be.. 怎能如此

And can it be that I should gain
An interest in the Savior's blood!
Died He for me who caused His pain!
For me who Him to death pursued?
Amazing love! How can it be,
That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?


怎能如此，像我這罪人，也能蒙主寶血救贖？
因我罪過使祂受苦，因我罪過，使祂受死，
奇異的愛，何能如此，我主我神，竟為我死。

。。。

陈莉群，你很不聪明。
再这样下去，你就死定了！！

昨天 考试 完了
今天 考试 完蛋

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AAAHHH!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO GO TO BOTANIC GARDENS!!

i think this green is quite nice..

CHEN LIQUN... YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO FINISH YOUR ESSAY AND REFLECTION BY 5 APRIL 2009 2359hr.. by hook or by crook..

Dear God, please help me to stay focus. Help me to sit properly to write my essay and not bounce around. Help me to think of points to write for my essay and reflection. Make my essay coherent and cohesive. Make my reflection insightful.

陈莉群，加油！！

eh...

sigh.. not very smart..
too dumb to say anything..
somebody slap me please..

First paper

I had my first paper today. It was ok, the paper was managable.

But my phone rang(er.. ok.. vibrated)twice during the paper. Then after the calls, smses came.. (vibration.. again) I was quite worried because i have no idea who called and i don't usually receive phone calls on thursday noon. I was worried that something urgent happened at home:S I had just finished my text analysis and was writing my letter when the vibration started. Then, my super silly imagination started to run wild in africa(lame). I was lost for a moment then, not knowing how to continue with the letter. And that hyper active imagination of mine, refused to leave africa. The mind.. totally not thinking about the paper.
I prayed and continued with the paper. Thank God, i manage to finish it on time.
Thankful also, the calls and smses were not bad news or anything urgent.. (sigh.. that imagination of mine..)
Whatever i imagined, was not nice. Very very not nice :(

卞之琳 《断章》

你站在桥上看风景，
看风景的人在楼上看你。
明月装饰了你的窗子，
你装饰了别人的梦。